What do I say to God when I meet him?

   DEAR GOD

What if I would have a chance to speak with God? These are all the things that  I want to say:

        “Dear God, I am grateful that you have granted me this chance to talk to you. I am incredibly appreciative of all the benefits in my life. I would like to discuss certain queries and worries I have with you. In order to successfully navigate the decisions and problems I confront, I seek wisdom and guidance. Please give me the bravery and fortitude to face whatever challenges I face. 

         I come before you with an open heart and a humble spirit. I want to express my love and gratitude for all the blessings and opportunities you have given me. Thank you for the gift of life and for your unwavering love and guidance. In this moment, I feel the need to share my joys and sorrows, my worries and fears, and my hopes and dreams with you. I have been facing challenges and uncertainties, and I seek your divine wisdom and strength to navigate through them. 

        Please help me to understand your purpose and the lessons I am meant to learn from these experiences. Grant me clarity, patience, and resilience to overcome obstacles and grow spiritually. I also ask for your forgiveness for any shortcomings or mistakes I have made. Please help me to become a better person, and fill my heart with compassion, empathy, and kindness towards myself and others. I ask for your divine guidance in making important decisions and choices, both big and small. 

        Help me to align my actions and intentions with your will and to live a life that reflects your love and teachings. Moreover, help my family especially my mother who is working abroad. Give her wisdom and always guide her in all things that she is doing. Keep on reminding her that you will never leave her and you will not give her uncertainties that she can’t overcome. Give her the strength and the power she needs to be strong. And also for my siblings guide them just like how you guide me. 

        Remind them to enjoy the things that they have. Touch their innocent souls and be their friend, father, and guardian. May all the dreams they have come true. Lastly, I pray for your continued presence and protection. Be with me and all those I care about, providing comfort, healing, and blessings. Thank you, God, for listening to my words and for your infinite love."

  MY ULTIMATE DREAM

        I had a lot of life dreams when I was a kid. I want to start a business, get a nice car, buy my dream house, become a billionaire, and many other things. But as I've grown older, I've discovered that I can't always have everything I want in life since it might get too complicated and challenging.  I believe this because everyone strives for the best in all of their goals, but as I get older, I learn that not everything is so simple. So, there is just one goal I have in mind: to build a happy and complete family. Why? Allow me to explain why.

        This is my story. Growing up, I recognized how fortunate I was to have a family. A kind and loving family. We were constantly cheerful. We adored each other and assisted one another, whenever we could. But everything changed in 2014. Everything. My loving family had vanished in the blink of an eye. When I discovered the reality, I couldn’t think clearly. I had no idea what to do. I was confused. It was gone! My family was gone! I didn’t know how to be myself again. My mama and papa cried day and night and it hurts so much to see them like that. There was not a day that I didn’t cry, too. Every night I’d pray to God and ask him to give me back my family and make us complete again. Then one day, I thought about committing suicide. At least at my funeral, my family will be complete. Since then, I started being really sad. 

        Then it hit me! I finally woke up from my dreams. My family was never going to be the same. My papa had another family and all I could do then was to put my ruined self back together. I felt stronger. I became stronger. To bring back the old Trisha, I had to love myself first. I had to rise back up for my mama, papa, and my sister and for anyone else who loves me.  

        All I want to say is that the most affected by the separation of husband and wife are their children. If it hurts for them, it hurts us children even more. For me, nothing will hurt more than having a broken family. To this day it still hurts. There is nothing I can do but not to make my future children suffer from having a broken family. I have to choose and think carefully about the steps I will take so that this does not happen again. In the end, I can still find a way to prevent this from happening again. It's scary to love and take risks, but it's even scarier if I have a broken family again in the future.

        I don't want my future children to experience what I experienced. I want them to have a complete, loving, and happy family. I want to have the best family in the world, and that is my dream.

What do I say to God when I meet him?

 WHAT DO I SAY TO GOD WHEN I MEET HIM?

 

        I never asked this kind of question to myself as a Born Again Christian for almost 8 years. It never came to my mind, but now that I thought about it's a great question to think about. I do believe that there is still life after death. I believe in heaven and also I believe in God. What will I say to God when I meet him?

        My life would be miserable if I never encountered and accepted Him as my Lord Savior. I will never know about heaven or hell either. It taught me a lot as I immersed myself in doing things that glorify Him. But some things made me think that I am not still enough and I began asking myself, “Am I doing this for Him or for myself?, “Am I still doing the right thing even though I am not happy?, or Does He really care about how I feel?, “Am I worthy to be saved?” There are times I really wanted to quit and go back to the life I used to be. But then again I was constantly reminded that I am nothing apart from the Lord. All throughout my journey it was really a rough patch. As I dedicated my life to Him there are still challenges and deceptions. There are certain happenings in my life that I made a lot of mistakes and regrets. That turns out I failed, I hurt myself, the people around me, and also God. God really hates sin. That’s the reason why we are away with God because of sin. Even though I fail Him, his mercy still remains. God indeed forgives us. If I ever meet God, I will say to Him that I thank Him for forgiving me, for choosing me, and for loving me. I am a sinner but He let me experience His love for me. His promises are real and I benefited from it. I am not worthy but He calls me his own possession. I will never miss the chance to express my deepest gratitude to the Lord. It was a privilege to meet Him personally and be His child. It is God’s nature to reach the unreachable, to forgive the unforgivable, and to love the unlovable.

        All I want to say is that it is not too late for us to be thankful and experience the grace of God. He always wants us to be beyond grateful. Appreciating God’s goodness is one of the major things I treasure the most. I must be thankful for everything I have received, big or small wins, or trials my come,  all of these things have made me stronger and more dependent on Him. I thank Him for He delighted my ways as I trust Him with all my heart and not depend on my own and seek His will and He directs my path forever.

 

My Darkest Fears

 "Facing Hidden Fears: Battling Shadows in Silent Nightmares"

 

        In the quiet corners of my mind, a shadow lurks – the fear of rejection from those I hold dear. The thought of being cast aside left to navigate the world alone, sends shivers through my soul. The prospect of disappointing not only them but also myself haunts me, a relentless specter that whispers doubts in the stillness of the night.

         Yet, even in the company of loved ones, a darker fear emerges – the dread of being left behind. The fear that the bonds that tie us may loosen, and I’ll find myself watching the backs of those I cherish as they move forward without me. It is a lonely feeling that goes beyond just being far away, based on the fear that someone might emotionally leave me.

         Trying to fit in and be accepted comes with another fear – the worry of pretending to be someone I’m not. The pressure to wear a mask of perfection, to present an image of flawless achievement, becomes a heavy burden. Behind the act of looking confident, there’s always the fear that people might see through it, revealing the insecurities I try to hide.

        It's kind of ironic – as I try really hard to be the best, there’s this worry that I might end up being a joke. The fear of becoming someone that others laugh at, a target for mockery, really gets to me. Wanting to meet society’s expectations clashes with the fear of becoming a source of amusement.

         As I write about these fears, I realize that admitting them is the first step to taking away their power. If I embrace being open and honest about my vulnerabilities, I can build real connections instead of pretending. When I face the fear of being rejected, I might discover that I’m stronger than I thought. Confronting the fear of being left behind, I might learn that genuine connections last. Accepting my imperfections helps me let go of feeling disappointed in myself and understand that growth comes from embracing the journey, mistakes included.

          It's not easy to reveal my deepest fears, but it’s important. It’s a journey to discover more about myself and to accept who I am. I’m learning that vulnerability isn’t a weakness but a strength. As I go through these fears, I’m slowly finding the courage to be truly myself, flaws and all.

 

What do I say when I met God?

 WHAT DO I SAY WHEN I MET GOD?

    Ever thought about having a chat with someone super rich? Or maybe dining with the president and eating fancy, unrecognizable food? Weird, right? But let's talk about something even crazier—meeting God. Yeah, that big guy up there.

    Once upon a time, there was this kid born into a Christian family. He used to think, "Do good, and the world will be nice to you." Simple, right? But as he grew up, things got messy. Doubts started creeping in, and the poor guy was totally lost. He tried asking smart people for answers, but nothing clicked.

    Life got all confusing, like a maze of "what ifs." And in the middle of it all, he started wondering, "What if I met God? What on earth would I say?"

    Now, picture this, the dude's childhood beliefs got a reality check, and now he's on a wild journey of doubt and confusion. It's like he's playing detective, trying to crack the code of life. But here's the kicker—the experts and holy books couldn't satisfy his curiosity. Bummer.

    So, what happens when this guy stands face-to-face with God? It's like a mind-blowing movie scene. What words would spill out when he's chillin' with the big boss of the universe?

    In this crazy story, our dude is on a mission, wrestling with questions that mess with our heads every day. Why can't we all just be the same? Why are we so different? And seriously, what's the deal with meeting God?

    This hypothetical chat with God becomes a mind trip, making our guy revisit those deep questions that mess with our brains. Why aren't we all cookie-cutter copies? Do our differences mean something big in the grand scheme of things? Maybe it's God's master plan?

    Our dude, who once believed life was all rainbows and butterflies, is now standing at the crossroads of "I don't know" and "What the heck is going on?" The journey from "everything's cool" to "seriously, what's the point?" has shaped his view. And meeting God becomes this epic moment where he spills his guts about the messed-up world we live in.

    As he imagines this wild meeting, our guy is hit with all the feels—awe, fear, and, of course, curiosity. The big questions that used to be like stubborn puzzle pieces now demand answers. How do we navigate this messy world where good doesn't always win? And can we keep our faith intact in a world that's kinda a dumpster fire?

    In this cosmic rendezvous, our dude lays it all out, pouring out the messy complexities of being human. What's the deal with trying to be good in a world that loves chaos? Can we figure out the moral mess we're in? It's like therapy with the Almighty.

    This chat with God isn't just about our dude—it's a mirror reflecting all of us. We're all on this crazy journey, trying to figure out why we're here and what the heck our stories mean in the grand scheme of things.

    And so, the dude's adventure goes on, fueled by the thought of maybe meeting God someday. This imaginary convo becomes a roadmap for figuring out life's crazy twists and turns. As he stumbles through his beliefs, our dude becomes a storyteller, spinning a tale that connects with all of us on this wild ride called life.

Who am I in another universe?

LIVE FREE, ENJOY LIFE

     "Who am I in another universe?" A question I have never asked myself before believing that we only live once. But now that I think about it, it's a good question to ponder about. 

        One of the greatest blessings that a person could ever have is having the chance to experience the gift of life, being alive, and having the chance to experience all of the goodness that this world can offer from food delicacies, sceneries, people, and culture. But being alive is not always about happiness, it also comes with challenges. Challenges that we need to face to survive in this challenging world. In the universe I live in, oftentimes I thought that life was unfair. I ask myself why is that there are rich and poor, pretty and ugly, thin and fat, smart and dumb, cold and hot, and all of the differences that we have in this world. I get jealous of the people who have a perfect life, they can have whatever they want. But soon I realized that's how life is. Life would be less colorful if there were no challenges and hardships present in someone's life. If you view it positively, those challenges were actually created to make our lives meaningful. Remember, we are the ones that create our future and it is up to our hands on how are going to make it. I appreciate the life I have in this universe I belong to.

        However, if I would be given a chance to live in another universe I'd be the person far from who I am today. I'll make sure I become the woman I envisioned to be. A kind, loving, confident, and empowered woman who will make a good impact on the people around her. A person who's not afraid to go out of her comfort zone. I want to live a life with no regrets; a vibrant and happy life. Honestly, confidence is one of the things I crave for. I want to be confident like other people but it is really difficult to have it if you have a lot of insecurities in yourself. So if I were to live in another universe, I would make sure that I love myself more. I will appreciate all the flaws I have and proudly flaunt them to the world and I do hope that in the next universe I live in, there is no judgmental society anymore, a place with no war and chaos. A place filled with love, peace, happiness, and acceptance because that's what everyone deserves. A place that will let them express themselves without being frightened. In my next life, I want to be like Dora, I want to travel the whole world and solve mysteries and challenges along my way with a positive outlook. I want to be free and enjoy the beautiful sceneries all over the world. This will be who I am in another universe.